just a few more days...

It's finals week! Sheesh... just when you thought you're done with everything... something suddenly comes up, reminding you... that it's not yet over.

Sigh... I really just want to get everything over and done with. But I guess that after I spend sleepless nights proving to myself that my way of interpreting made-up problems from the sample exams I have would bring me a passing mark for my final tests.

I've been complaining nonstop about my acads. Well, that about everything that's in my life right now. Academics. Not that I don't want it, but the stress is really draining me. It's like, you really like learning a lot, would want to go to school everyday for that. But then, just thinking of the stress that comes with it, school seems, or the subjects at least, makes you want to stay in bed or take your time preparing for school.

Maybe... nevermind. Sigh... everytime... it happens everytime. When I'm still at the university, I have plans what I'm supposed to study when I get home. But then again, when I'm already home, and have rested for quite a while, I get this feeling that I'm missing something. Life outside of academics, REST, leisure, things I can't pay any attention to because of my acads. Tsk. I think I've been missing just about everything.

When I'm finally thru with SCHOOL and vacation's official... I'd really take a break. However, I shouldn't waste time trying to improve my sophomore year, right? Seat-in-summer-classes-student. That'd be my role this summer. Geeesh... I'd be having a break for, like, only a week! Look on the bright side, at least I'd be having one. Plus, I won't have to pass anything if I'm not really a student of that class! It'll be lighter burden. Yup, it'll really be... from my point of view, that is.