i hold secrets...shhh!

It's been a long day. Sigh... I'm still not happy with my math, another exam is coming up (my Geog. 1), another deadline (my Eng. 10 position paper), and still more problems. Gosh, I'm starting to hate myself for having nothing but complaints! Well, maybe I should.

Hmmm... some happy thoughts. Let's think about one. Ah! Today, a friend told me one of her biggest secrets. Someone trusted me today! I mean, she saw me as one who would really keep it (and I'm planning to do so, forever!) and be open-minded about it. And I was! All I could say is that I never really thought that it can happen in real life. That is until I met her. Well, you know who you are. *grins* . I'll always be here, don't worry, I'll be a loyal member of your *circle of friends*.

Happy thoughts... I don't have much of them. So... I read stuff, listen to other people, entertain myself of petty things around me. That way I wouldn't be reminded that I don't have a life. Sigh... Now I'm sure I won't have to do summer classes. Advance classes that is. I just wish I won't have to repeat any of my majors this semester. Though I'm having a hard time with them (that's Math 53 and Chem 16), I really want to pass so I won't have to worry about anything and just enjoy my summer!

Wish me LUCK! Or better yet, PRAY for me! Do whatever ritual that will help me pass. Maybe I should start wearing charms?