i'm back!

Haven't written in a really long time... and a lot of things have happened to me. As of now I'm trying to make myself write a review about a play I've watched a few weeks ago. It's due tomorrow afternoon. I've not written even a single word, yet. I still have no idea where and how to begin.

It's been a week or so, wasn't it? A very tiring one at that. I was out of the country for four days. Well, three and a half. I should've enjoyed my stay there, but no! I was studying for my major subjects so I could catch up. I'm really lagging behind everything, including my grades. My hope for a Chem 16 exemption to the finals has banished after I got a hold of my class standing a few days ago. My Math 53, on the other hand... well, I could just hope for the best. I'm hanging on the line there. My grades are INCREDIBLY slipping! I haven't been like this for a long time. I haven't been the one to hope for just a passing grade since i was in second year high school. I really don't have a good feeling upon the end of the semester, but I do hope that I'm not one of those who have to do make-up classes. I DON'T WANT TO FAIL ANYTHING!

And then, there's the whole catching up to finish every lesson before the end of the school year. All my final long exams are coming up next week, my practicals, deadlines, everything! I do want to do summer classes to advance some of my subjects, but I really think I need the time off more. Rest, plenty of sleep, and a LIFE. I need those. Maybe I'd back out with the summer classes. I'm still not sure. By next week, maybe I'll find out.

Yup, now I know. I need time to relax. I haven't been sleeping exactly the way other people do it. I often wake up, find myself in the middle of books, papers, a still open computer, and my lights on. I often fall asleep not even knowing I did, and I don't like that. It always makes me feel I haven't rested well when I wake up. Sigh... I need to know how to manage my time and resist media temptations (particularly television and internet).

I have to go now. Staying here any longer won't help me with my paper. I need a good grade on that. Then, at least, I'll have one subject less on my worries.