first step

today's my birthday! i'm finally of legal age to do anything... almost anything. i'm writing at this hour just to be able to do something worth remembering on my birthday (or just for this day). i wasn't really excited about today... with all the schoolwork and stuff, i really didn't have that much time to have a countdown for my birthday. i even forgot that it was today if not for my youngest sister greeting me first thing this morning! i fell asleep last night, without intending to do so, so i practically woke up somewhat disoriented. i was trying to remember what was the last thing i did last night before i fell asleep (and what i missed to do from the plans i had. tsk! i never get to do anything right when i've planned it). i fell asleep with half my lower body on the bed and the other half on my computer chair. just imagine my position... thank goodness i didn't fall. after waking up, i practically walked out of my room to go to the bathroom with every intention of getting back to bed after to catch a 30-minute sleep (this time lying decently on my bed) before going to school. my sister was taking a bath at that time, and after she saw me walk out of the room, she greeted me happy birthday. i really was surprised. then i remembered that it was my birthday. haha... umm... just one thing i've really been expecting today was my papa's phone call. he hasn't called yet and i'm still hopin' he will (or maybe he'll just call on sunday... sigh) my celebration on the 19th. i know it's a long way from today but it's the only available date that my dad can come home, so, we're celebrating it next saturday. err... another thing i've been thingking of today... was my birthday gift! *grins* nevermind... my parents are still undecided about that.... but i am... and still they are thinking about it! i know what i want... but i guess i shouldn't expect much. sigh... well... still got some other things to do... just dropping by to greet myself...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, AYEN* !!!